Monday, March 7, 2011

It's a little bit funny, this feeling inside

YES! I am actually going to start watching South Park now! I totally said I was going to start watching all the episodes like 2 weeks or whatever ago and I still haven't. But...tonight I am actually going to start! Woot! Watching it last night made me want to watch it more. It's like an addiction. I NEED MORE! AHHHH! ......yup.

Anywayyyyy. Summery of my day? Worked at sunset from 10:30 to 3:15, worked at the dungeon from 4 to 9:15. It was a freakin' long day.

WHOA! Dryer just went off. Gotta check my clothes! BRB homedogs =D

I'm back! Not like you felt that I was gone for any period of time since you are just reading this and not actually here with me.....unless you are.....creeper......o.O

So yea tomorrow I get to work from 8am to like 9 or 10 pm! OH it's going to be a great day! Yayy trying to stay positive! =D...ugh!

I have a heart I swear I do but just not baby when it comes to you, I get so hungry when you say you love me, if you know what's good for you. I think you're hott, I think you're cool, you're the kind of guys I'd stalk in school but now that I'm famous, you're up my anus, now I'm gonna eat you up!

Ohhhh Kesha I love you. You are funny. I've had that song stuck in my head alllllll day! Okay not all day but for part of it at least!

Do you ever have the feeling that you did something without knowing you did it?

Is it so selfish to just focus on yourself and what you want? Even if it means disappointment to others?

What should I do?

Should I just be myself and do what makes me happy?
or should I try and be what others what me to be?

What should I do?!

Pshhh I have no fricken idea. Okay yea I do. I just want to be myself and be happy =) is that such a bad thing??

Best you've got to be the best
you've got to change the world
and use this chance to be heard
your time is now

I totally can't believe where I am at right now compared to a year ago. Like a year ago I totally wasn't myself at all and I think I went crazy for a bit there. I'm not crazy anymore though. I have a clear mind and I know what I want which is like one of the most important things ever. I have very little doubt or hesitation anymore.

I was totally afraid. Afraid of what the future would hold and where I would be in it. I was afraid to decide on anything because it could've been the wrong choice. I've learned though, that the only way I'm going to get anywhere in life it by taking a chance and going for it and yea sometimes things don't always work out like we want them to or like we planned but at least now you know that and can then work on things or choose something different. But for sure though if you see what you want then just go for it!

Nope. Not afraid anymore.

STAN!

I hate texting cause I hate the feeling that I'm bothering people and that they really don't want to talk to me. Plus you can't really read too much emotion out of a text so then people take things the wrong way and it totally screws up things and it's not cool. But it's really convenient.......*sigh*

Okay well now that i've spent all my time typing this blog I only have like time for one South Park episode. Way to go me! =P

Good Night All! =)

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