Just keep movin' on

This week wasn't really a great one for me. I did a lot of work/school then coming home and sitting on the couch doing nothing. I watched a lot of movies though. I guess I just really didn't want to talk to anyone or be with anyone for that matter. Been pretty depressed. I decided yesterday that it would probably be a good idea for me to get out though. So I went to Western to chill with Ryan. It was a good time and nice to get away from home for a bit. I came home today about 1:30 and went over to Brad's where we carved pumpkins and yeaaa I was working on mine until Brad had to leave for work at 5:15. Then I went home and carved the pumpkins my parents got me and I worked on that until like 9:30. I'm still really not completely done with either of them....kinda sad but they turned out pretty sweet so far! I put them on facebook if you want to see. Then back over to Brad's I went. We watched the original Amnityville Horror which turned out to be really stupid so we stopped that and watched Anaconda which was still stupid but not as stupid. Now I'm home and I really should be sleeping cause now I'm probably going to fall asleep in church.

I really need to eat more. Like I just realized today that I had breakfast and then a breadstick like at 7 or 8 and that's all I ate today. I didn't even notice that I was hungry or anything and I'm not hungry now. Then again I really don't want to eat more because Friday my Dad was all like "Have you been losing weight?" and I"m like "yea" and he was like "Well you look good!" so that totally made my day cause if you know my parents, they are not afraid to say it how it is and tell me I need to work out more. I've lost 15 pounds so far and I would like to lose 10 more but 5 would also be fine.

I could go on about a lot of stuff. But i'm not going to. I need sleep. Night

Lana