Never Have I Ever

I'm posting early tonight. I have to be to work by 6:00 tomorrow. Bright and early! Joy! Not....so I want to try and get to bed on time. Well today was a pretty good day. I went to church this morning. I love singing church songs, well at least the Mars Hill songs. Then went home and colored in my coloring book until it was time to go to the wedding shower.

The wedding shower was definitely interesting. First of all, I learned that my cousin Erin, the one getting married, is no longer called erin now. She prefers Nicole, which is her middle name. She works in Costa Rica and I guess it is really hard to say Erin so she is called Nicole there cause that's a lot easier. Well the first game we played is called Never have I ever. I've heard of the game but just never played it. We each started off with 10 hersey's kisses and then someone would name of something that they have never done and if someone else has done that thing, then they have to get rid of a kiss. So the person with the most kisses left is the winner. Well of course I'm the youngest and haven't done as much. Plus my aunts and cousins have dirty minds lol. Someone's was that they had never been arrested and no one moved at first then one of my aunts slowly dropped on the kisses in the jar we had to put them in and of course everyone freaked out and asked what the heck she has been arrested for. She was just casually like "Prostitution." Of course I was like shocked and so was everyone else and seeing that she goes on to say "Actually no, i just didn't switch my license plates from my old car to my new one so I got pulled over and arrested and it was either $90 or 90 days. So yea that was pretty sweet. My 85 year old g-ma was the one that said she had never gone skinny dipping. That was interesting. Someone else said they had never gone topless on a topless beach and I was shocked to see like 3 or 4 people had! Yea it was just crazy. And I won too! I still have seven pieces left! So i got the jar and all the left over hersey kisses.

Then there was the bra game and they numbered the bras and we had to guess whose bra belonged to who. And of course the one time they were making sexual jokes about looking at eachothers boobs for size and if this is the part that we all go topless. I have a crazy family but It makes for a good time. That's for sure. I def didn't win that game though.

So the shower was done and me, katie and mom piled in the car and my mom goes, "Well girls, that's probably the last time you will see grandma, she's dying." She said it so casually too. That hit me hard. I knew we wasn't doing well, but she hasn't been doing well for the past year or two. So I didn't think much of it when my mom on the way to the shower said that she wasn't doing that well. So then when I heard her say that she was dying, it was just kinda like shock. I was really close to my grandma although lately since she moved to zeeland I haven't been able to talk to her that much. But I used to talk to her all the time and she would tell me stories and share old memories. I love her so much. Now i'm just thinking how she will never get to be at my wedding, or see my kids or anything like that. My mom doesn't think she will make it to Christmas either. That is so soon. I just don't deal with death that well. It makes me so sad. I just can't believe that it's true.

I've been in a really creative mood lately. Like I want to make something awesome or do some sort of project or come up with some new and exciting idea. But I have do idea what to do. I though about organizing my room. Drawing a picture. Taking pictures. Building something for something. Well, i've thought of lots of stuff and so far I have no idea. Well I have some what of an idea but I can't do it. At least not yet. We shall see though. Who knows, that whole creative thing could be gone with in the next couple of days.

I feel so much better today than I did yesterday even though nothing has happened since then. Well except for the fact I have to work bright and early...not happy about that at all. At least I can leave a little early cause I have an ortho appointment. I should be getting these suckers off soon! I can't wait!

Well nothing too exciting to report now. I need to be getting to bed soon anyway so yea. I shall talk to everyone later. Hope you all have a great night!!

Lana =)