I can't believe it!

I can't believe it! I'm pretty sure I just found my birthmom and on facebook of all places. I was bored and just decided to see if I could find her on facebook so I got out the info that I had of her and began searching and maybe an hour later...I found her! Everything seems to match up. Where she went to school, how old she is, her sibling....it all like lines up with each other. It is so crazy. We even share similarities in the way we look too.

I've always been curious on what it would be like to meet her but it was never one of those things that I just had to do. I could take it or leave it since my parents are the ones who raised me and take care of me. But now... with this right in front of me, i have the chance to ask all the questions that I've always wanted to ask her and perhaps the chance to even meet her!

But what do I say? "Hi I don't know if you remember me but I'm your daughter that you gave up or adoption 19 years ago and I randomly found you on facebook and decided to say hi".......? yea... i have no idea. Like what if she put that part of her life behind her. What if she doesn't care anymore. What if it really isn't her. What if she doesn't want contact with me? Ahhhh! So i'm not sure what to do? Should I just like friend request her and see if she says anything to me? I have no idea.

I really do hope that something will work out though. I would love to talk to her and find out more about her. Hopefully that will happen.

I have a test tomorrow in History that I didn't study for again. One, because I have no idea how to study for these tests and another reason is this whole birthmom thing totally distracting me. Heck I'm probably not even going to be able to sleep tonight...that's going to be fun. Oh well.

I should get to bed. Night all.

Lana