Today was a lazy day for me. I got up at like 11:30 and realized that I had just slept for 12 1/2 hours. I must have really needed the sleep. Then I pretty much sat downstairs and watched some movies on TV until I had to get up and get ready for work at like 3:15. So at 4:00 I went to work. Things were normal there. I got a $1 tip! Yay...not really...and it was from the maintenance guys, not even the residents that I served! What's up with that? Well I came home, took a shower and then did some homework. That was pretty much my day. No fun or exciting stories. Nothing. That's kinda sad. But now it's time to blog. Hopefully it won't take me that long cause I need to get to bed. Zoo bright and early at 8 tomorrow!
Well I was right, I did have crazy dreams last night. Now bare with me here. I can't exactly remember lots of details, just some parts. So one of my dreams, I was playing water polo. I was in college though and decided for some reason I missed polo and so well the Jenison High School team was doing their warm ups for the game. I hopped in and joined them for warm ups. I didn't plat the game with them though. I got out and someone asked me what I was doing and I just said I wanted to play a little polo again so I warmed up for the team. Well I guess I wandered over to another pool and watched some of the college girls play and I was like okay there is no way I'm going to ever play with them, they are way too good. I can't remember much else that happened with that dream though.
Another dream I had, I was with Michelle and we were like going to see Bryan up at camp or something like that. I was all like dark out and I really can't remember much that happened with that one. I was a weird one though. I feel like all three of us were riding in the back of a truck in some huge empty field....idk.That's about all I can remember of my dreams. I'm sure I would have remember more of them if I had blogged this right when I woke up.
I came up with some really sweet tattoo ideas while I was bored at work today. I really kinda want to get one. But i want to make sure that it is a meaningful tattoo and not one just cause I want one. I shall have to show you guys some of them sometime.
So the past couple of hours I have written some notes to all of my really close friends. Writing really helps me get everything that is going through my mind, organized and onto paper. That way I can sort all of my feelings out and say the things I want to say. Even if I never end up giving these notes to the people I wrote them too, it is almost like I already told them. I've just been thinking a lot about my friends lately and what each one of them means to me. The letters are my way telling them what I think about them and how I feel about their friendship. It's also so much easier for me to tell someone these things if I have it written down, that why I can get everything I want to say out in one shot and I won't forget anything I want to say either which I tend to do when I'm having a conversation with someone. Yea it took me a long time to write them though. My hand hurts soo bad. I think my longest letter is like 7 pages. Not front to back though. Just front. Kinda crazy though.
I know I've said this numerous times in my posts but I really am thankful for all of my friends and I would be no where with out them right now. I don't think I could ever express that enough. You guys are the best, truly. I mean that from the bottom of my heart.
This week looks like it's going to be an easy one. Not a lot of things going to except for classes and the zoo. So that's a pretty good thing I suppose.
Oh so like good news. I've lost 5 pounds since last Sunday. So pretty happy about that right there. I need to start going to the Y more now to lose that weight faster.
So yea I guess I really don't have that much to say tonight. I've been kinda feeling more down these last couple of days. I'm not sure why though. I think it is because I've been having a lot of worry go through my mind. Worry about school, future careers, relationships, ect. I think it all mainly started after I got that test back and found I didn't do as well as I had hoped for. I just gotta keep going though and working as hard as I can. Things will get better. I know they will.
I have a headache right now and I'm super tired for whatever reason. Maybe I am getting sick. I sure hope not though. I'm off to bed. Night everyone! Have a good day tomorrow.
Lana
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